this one is an exception . okay , i don't walk what i talk :|

i really hated those people who had been being so crazy about blackberry , because i wasn't .
and the only phone i wanted was 16gb white iphone 3G . but lately , hahaha (i really want to laugh at my self) , i noticed that i spent lots on my call bills , so i decided to look for one that silly-bb gadget . because, i invented that those people who used blackberry had their call bills much cheaper than before (and since i still can't afford any of that whitey gadget, HAHAHA)
i haven't found the one that i want, it's the gold curve 8320 , why curve 8320?because it's pale gold , ahhh , such an answer , i don't know , like i don't like to be the same as people around , they use jave anyways . hihi :) anyone, help me .

and since i really hated those people who put colorful silicone case on their bb , this fave color , turquoise will be the only color i may use as my case if i buy one . okay then , i'll post the gadget when i get one :) wish me a luck-hunting , yeeeaayyy !

childhood heroes , miss them !

time quest
teko ajaib , pangeran dandan , putri shalala

sonic the hedgedog
my fave sega- catridge !
( because i only had 2 catridge at the first time , they were sonic the hedgedog and topgear, hahahah ;p )

sailormoon
those brave sexy ladies

doraemon
i wonder how fujiko was inspired to invent a "pintu kemana saja"

candy - candy
oh my goood, she's my fave . the masculine-melancholic-girl with cool boys around :))

perfect amusement .

i hang the baloons
i keep my eyes close to the pretty things
i lie my body underneath the warm orange-sun
i curl my legs closer to the chest
i mumble songs
i put my hands behind my groovy head
i'm on a colorful carpet at the amusement park
my fingers are crossed , wish i was invisible
my heart likey the heart-shape cloud
i smell my sugar smell
someone's reflected on my rayban sunnies
i guess i know who he actually is
he's the rabbit man in alice in the wonderland
he's in pursuit
because he's running
while sweaty
i look at him and look after him when he falls
there's a wound in a heart shape
he thinks he's in love
me, either
and he's a madness of mine in a sudden
well, that's in short
and well, there are fireworks on the noon-sky
i think,
i fall in love with a rabbit man
in the amusement park .

♥ random-favey-stuffy ♥

what a cute pen , omfg !

this one is a very breath-taking-super-cute tape !

cupcake making-kit

my engagement ring , please hubby :D

when i about to reserve , they're all reserved . bad-luck !

peacock peacock !

may you rest in peace , bestie ♥

this is her photo in our photo-session around september 2008 .
and this is my fave photo of her .

http://newspaper.pikiran-rakyat.com/prprint.php?mib=beritadetail&id=85475

i was in my car when one of my junior-high bestie called, she told me : "aphe mona meninggal .." . i was still shocked , so i didn't answer , i kept silent , a few minutes later i replied "mona mana put ?" then she answered " Mona Adelia Syafitri Rusydiyan .. " . i stoned . i had nothing to say , i told her to make sure that the bad-news was right . then,in less than 30 mnts, she reconfirmed that it was true .

it was a REAL sudden , i couldn't believe it . couple weeks ago she asked me to go out , she wanted me to explain about my recent lovelife that classified into something which was not ideal, while she knew that the man i was with was her bestfriend's ex . so , she avoided to have a bad-thought of me , then she asked me out to hear my explanation , but we never met since whenever . and now she's gone . and i still owe her an explanation . although i know now , that she knows it . very well :')

i remember all the good things we had , the bad things we passed , the laughters , silly jokes , tears , smiles , hugs , kisses , advices . it's hard to let go :(( mona , i'm so sorry that i haven't meet you before you're gone . but i know that our friendship lasts forever :) so , good-bye my bestie . i love you and i'll miss you like whatever :-*

big box of love ,
cynthia :')

my best love affair

my man is dancing right now ,
i bet he loves colors in this dancing-occasion , so i made him this color-patterns .
hey dancey-hubby-lovey , i'll meet the-human-you tomorrow .
happy dancing ,

♥

holidae = partake in .

h o l i d a y' s c o m i n .
yippie yeay
: dance :

stop .

i (hopefully, because the approval isn't comin yet) fulfill my holiday with some working activities to partake in, i partake in being an intern in an office . and now on , i get along with some ideas of how my working attire will look-alike, wow ! kinda fashion-minded , na-ah , i just like to be comfy and at least good looking, because being good looking is one of the success key which will head you to a good impression .

anywaaays , i actually dreamed of a very fun yet refreshing holiday , but this one ain't that bad though . i kinda work hard on my future . i'll get married on 10-11-12 , HAHAHAHAH ! hey, wish me luck :)
but i hope there's one-good-escape-day to have a real holiday, i want to have some water-related activities , but not swimming , i think of rafting, or beach-days at belitung slash karimun jawa slash pulau umang , they're great beaches (they said, i haven't been there) . i think of a-soft-orange-evening, completed by flying-fave-coloured-baloons, ipod, hubby, good fwnds, golden-sand, raybans, candies , melting ice-cubes = GOOD TIME EVER :D
god , i can't wait .

♥, cynthia