.. and after all, basically life is just like filling up your fuel tank .
at times you can full your tank , but at times you can only afford a bit upper from the empty indication . and that's the f-ing reality , so .. get real .
i insist my self to get real .
i have to know that sometimes the can't-afford-it-thingy may happen to anyone , including me and my surroundings . because things happen unconditionally , things happen unpredictably , things happen as they like , but one good thing is : things always come up with a good reasoning within .
and i keep insisting my self to believe that it is , though honestly it's hardly to believe that it is .
but being wise at times like this is a must , it's a secret-strength , i don't care if it nearly looked alike a fake-thingy, i just need to stand still , this strong , this pretty strong .
getting real on this can't-afford-it-thingy doesn't have to be something like money-talks, it can be something like how strong your heart can afford a heartache , how clever your brain can manage insisting-hard-options , how wise your feeling can accept any faith including the those unfortunate ones . those things absolutely some kind of the affordability-thingy that may come up . i wonder how strong people with strong feelings can ignore the ache of things they feel by just curl they body tight and pretend to sleep, because folks , i can't ever do that , it's hurt to know that i have to lie to my self , keep telling that things are right but actually they're not . the only fake thing i can keep telling my self is what i mentioned before : things always come up with a good reasoning within.
and by keep repeating the words , i suddenly realize that there's one good man keep encouraging me to think that way , and perfectly insist me to believe in what it is . he wants to keep me here , stand still with him , now and then , by stepping forward , further and further . i can't stop thanking you for coming up this far , for me . i love you .
at times you can full your tank , but at times you can only afford a bit upper from the empty indication . and that's the f-ing reality , so .. get real .
i insist my self to get real .
i have to know that sometimes the can't-afford-it-thingy may happen to anyone , including me and my surroundings . because things happen unconditionally , things happen unpredictably , things happen as they like , but one good thing is : things always come up with a good reasoning within .
and i keep insisting my self to believe that it is , though honestly it's hardly to believe that it is .
but being wise at times like this is a must , it's a secret-strength , i don't care if it nearly looked alike a fake-thingy, i just need to stand still , this strong , this pretty strong .
getting real on this can't-afford-it-thingy doesn't have to be something like money-talks, it can be something like how strong your heart can afford a heartache , how clever your brain can manage insisting-hard-options , how wise your feeling can accept any faith including the those unfortunate ones . those things absolutely some kind of the affordability-thingy that may come up . i wonder how strong people with strong feelings can ignore the ache of things they feel by just curl they body tight and pretend to sleep, because folks , i can't ever do that , it's hurt to know that i have to lie to my self , keep telling that things are right but actually they're not . the only fake thing i can keep telling my self is what i mentioned before : things always come up with a good reasoning within.
and by keep repeating the words , i suddenly realize that there's one good man keep encouraging me to think that way , and perfectly insist me to believe in what it is . he wants to keep me here , stand still with him , now and then , by stepping forward , further and further . i can't stop thanking you for coming up this far , for me . i love you .
♥, cynthia
5 comments:
hey..
hehehehehehe...
honestly,i cant stop smiling. since u filling up my day with ur words.."hubby,where are u?","hubby i miss u..","hubby i love u.."....
i love u fy,maybe that's my only reason by keep giving u an encourage-thingy..simple words,simple things that u always do to me is more than just a thing,it means a lot..:)
hehehehe..u know what?i'll keep trying to make ur day full with ur laugh,because that's the most amazing laugh i've ever seen,and i promise to myself i wont let that laugh dissapear from ur face..:D
when the right time is up,that's the time we show up....the one thing that u should keep in ur mind..
'WE...TOGETHER....FOREVER...' >:D<
and the time is getting up ,
as we know , we step further and further . we've stepped to the together one , and we about to come to the forever-thingy one. i hope things will go well , we better cross our fingers and pray harder :)
hehe , as i told you , we feel the same about the smile-and-laugh-thing, it's basically because we want to see each other happy . it's simply going that way :)
>:D< love you hubby !
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